Well I thought I should explain my whereabout for the past couple of months.. deviant has very much been at the bottom of my list of things to do. so those of you who keep messaging me do not fear for i am alive!

firstly... my camera is dead. very very dead. I went horse riding a bout a month ago and the horse spooked and well i went crashing down along with the smashing of the camera... bringing me onto the second point which has been ive been staying at my mums house as from falling from a horse onto a tree i sustained a very nice torn ligament yay! Who would have thought that being waited on hand and foot would be so boring!!!

OK so all is well with that now although still don't have a camera..

thirdly im in the middle of a mini mid life crisis. im suppost to graduate in 33 days.... argh. but... i might have maybe possibly very much failed 4 essays and have to redo them.. 2 of which are my degree essays. so im kinda stuck with my head in a book for now.

so if i dissapeer for a bit longer do not fear cos very soon i will be finished all this uni malarky, tell the nhs to stuff there stupid jobs and be searching for a new career in life!

so see you all soon
hope your all being good hehe

xxxx

Well lovelies... me again

Ive currently reverted back to a state of being 5. Im throwing a party for some kids tonight so ive been wraping parcels for pass the parcel and making party bags and everything! so much fun. i like being a kid again.

Anyway summers here i guess, so I'm going to make a proper effort to take some nice pictures this year. Could be interesting cos the sunshine scares me hahas im like one of those witches in the wizard of oz... melts in the sun.. no wait was that water?? oh i dont know not important.

Oh and also I quit my job haha yeah was fed up of working 6 nightshifts a week so i just quit. so now i work on my terms. which so far has only been one shift in some ward where i sat and did nothing, easy peasy. so loads of times to go adventuring and galavanting and stuff even if i will end up going on my own ()

I went to newcastle this weekend and passed loads of pretty places im going back to. it took us double the amount of time to get home cos i kept asking to stop hehe

anyway lots to look forward to i spose.... be positive rachel! oooooo and im goign to see the seals soon woooooo (thank you alex) and going to spend the day with the baby rhino at the safari park. very excited. i shall not bore you anymore tho.

see ya'll

Rach xx

p.s. incase i forgot to tell you my camera is fixed yaaaaaaaaaaaay

pps. my lemon cheese cake rocked you dont know what you missed.

Well people what can I say. Im feeling rather sorry for myself and thats just not right!!

I have THE most sorest throat in the whole wide world. im not joking i have never felt so much pain in my whole life. im contemplating going into my work and demanding they prescribe me some morphine hehe

so if im not on deviant for a little while... do not fear, i'm probably just crumpled up in a heap somewhere crying my eyes out cos it is soooo painfull.

but i will be back... hopefully with a new camera in tow!! woop woop!

ok ive had my midnight rant now.. back to feeling sorry for myself!

Hmm ok so anyone whos read anything ive ever written will know im not clued up on the whole camera issue... actually not clued up on a lot hehe

Anyway im missing my point. The other day when i was out i was taking pictures and the zoom bit has jammed!!! now even if i put the camera on and off the zoom still stays out.

Anyone any idea how i can fix it??

thank you lovelies

OK so heres the thing... going out in about half an hour... just waiting to be picked up and my camera starts flashing error... why why why would it do this to me!!! stupid camera!! I think It knew that i'd be taking lots of fantastic pictures of myself and partner in crime all night and just felt fed up at the thought hehe. so NOW im resorted to using some camera from the stone age. Rachel is just not impressed!

Anyway so now i'm off to sulk.. who knows maybe ill have a tipple more wine than usual to compensate hehe enjoy your weekend my trouble makers

p.s. whoever said everything will be ok if you wear a little black dress LIES!! this is gospel.. spread the word! x